Two outlets publish a personal account in which a woman says she pursued adoption after struggling to conceive. She states that, during discussions with an adoption agency, she told them she would accept “any child,” driven by a strong desire to become a mother. According to her account, her feelings change the first time she holds the baby, when she says she felt repulsed. She then describes what she characterizes as an extended period—about 11 years—that she calls “terrifying,” during which she says her life is left “in ruins.” The reports focus on her testimony about her emotional experience and the long-term impact she attributes to her situation, rather than providing external evidence or additional context. Both sources present the same narrative and wording, indicating they draw from a single story. No additional confirmed details about the adoption process, the child’s circumstances, or any legal or clinical outcomes are included in the excerpts.