Niall Horan reflects on the death of his former One Direction bandmate Liam Payne, saying his feelings include both “sadness” and moments that he describes as happier memories. In interviews published this week, Horan says it “still feels surreal” that Payne has died. He also characterizes grief as having “light and shade,” describing how remembrance can be mixed—bringing emotional pain while also prompting laughter.

Several reports cite Horan’s account that he spent time with Payne in Argentina shortly before the death, which occurred in October 2024. Horan says his final memory of Payne is “happy,” and he expresses being “glad” the last recollection he has is a positive one. Other outlets report that Horan talks about their friendship as a lasting bond and recalls reflecting on shared experiences by laughing or smirking at certain moments.

Across the coverage, the focus stays on Horan’s personal reflections and his description of grief as complex rather than uniformly painful.